Azur Lane: The Tragic Admiral’s Azur Life

Chapter 1272: Conversation and the Clear Mind

The night before yesterday, in Yang Sikang’s bedroom.

For Yang Sikang, Belfast has given him a massage almost every night during this period.

Of course, sometimes it doesn't necessarily have to be Belfast, it could be Hermione or Newcastle or someone else, but starting from a certain day some time ago, this has basically become a daily task.

Yang Sikang also accepted it with pleasure. After all, he was not a wild boar that could not tolerate fine bran. Although he did not ask for this, since the maids were willing, he would of course accept it.

However, it was from this time that we started chatting during the massage, and gradually we started talking about things that we rarely mentioned in the past, especially about his past experiences.

Although Yang Sikang basically kept silent about things in his previous world, he still told Belfast, the head maid who came to him only a little later than Javelin, everything he could say.

Including what his previous world was like, what he experienced and... the final result.

It is precisely because of this that Belfast has become the only one in the fleet who fully understands why he is not as close to his ship girls as other male commanders are to them, but always takes the initiative to keep a little distance from them, and although he is close to them he does not cross the line.

But that evening, the matter was brought up again in Belfast.

"Master, are you really not going to consider Miss Dafeng's matter again?"

Yes, starting from a few days ago, Belfast deliberately mentioned more things about Dafeng, and Yang Sikang had a high EQ and quickly understood her thoughts.

Most of the ship girls in the fleet are relatively restrained even if they have a good impression of the commander, except Taihou.

Although Taiho joined the fleet relatively late, almost everyone in the fleet has a good impression of her. Although Taiho often makes some radical remarks when talking about the commander, no one cares too much.

But correspondingly, even with Yang Sikang's comfort and instructions, due to Dafeng's own personality, she is actually somewhat similar to Dido, the royal maid that Yang Sikang has not yet created.

The fear of being abandoned and forgotten, the fear intertwined with emotions and desires beyond those of other ship girls, created Taihou's personality that many people could call a yandere. In fact, those were just manifestations of a complete lack of security.

Taiho herself has very obvious characteristics of a devoted personality. Her love for the commander is far greater than her love for herself. In fact, in most of the time, the only thing Taiho considers when doing something is whether the commander needs it.

Just like the line in Taiho's Oath skin in the game, mission accomplished, she will be ready for anything the commander wants.

So Dafeng would behave herself because of a few words from Yang Sikang; she would seem to have disappeared because Yang Sikang was busy with other important matters; she would deliver exactly what was needed when it was needed, but would not stay.

But being obedient does not mean that one can ignore all these things. Yang Sikang kept them all in mind, but he was still troubled.

Of course he knew what Dafeng wanted, but there was a thorn in his heart.

The ship girls from his previous world are still alive and have come to this world. According to the clues he has collected, they are most likely fighting with the good guy Richard in a place he doesn't know.

He told this to Belfast, and now Belfast gently massaged his temples and whispered:

"Master, I have thought about what you said before for a long time, but I always feel that it seems that you don't want to be too close to us just because of the reasons of the predecessors in the previous world, right?"

"How to say?"

Yang Sikang's heart skipped a beat and he asked softly. Belfast did not answer directly, but asked back:

"Master, will you abandon us and leave here one day?"

"will not."

Yang Sikang answered without hesitation that he didn't want to be the commander at first because he was thinking about leaving, but when he decided to become the commander and decided to build the javelin, he had already made the decision.

Now that he has assumed this responsibility, there is no reason for him to abandon it!

"You said before that you gave oath rings to many ship girls in your previous world, and you were officially married. So, I guess your previous ship girls were not the kind of people who would easily envy others."

Yang Sikang nodded helplessly. Although he had been very harsh on himself and had directly transformed his body in the previous world, even causing himself to lose his emotions and desires, he still had not only marriage ships, but also quite a few.

In that environment at that time, although he was a time traveler, a unique admiral, and had undergone body modification, and his chances of winning the war were very high, he was prepared to die every day. As for matters of love, since they came naturally, he would never drag his feet.

But also because of this, he was timid when he came to this world. In the final analysis, part of the fundamental reason was here. He had quite a few marriage ships in his previous world, but due to the current situation, he owed them a lot.

It is not impossible to indulge himself in this world, but he first feels a strong sense of guilt towards his previous marriages.

It's not that he doesn't want to respond to the feelings of Taiho and the other ship girls, including Belfast, but in his mind, he wants to get the previous ship girls back first, and then face the feelings of his own ship girls with dignity.

But... now it seems that while he is working hard, his former ship girls are also secretly acting in their own way. Getting them back may be a longer process than defeating the good guy Richard.

But in response to Belfast's words, Yang Sikang still replied:

"Yes, they... to be precise, they may not even have the psychological activity of jealousy."

"So, what are you worried about? I think, under such circumstances, you should have no reason to restrain yourself like you are now. After thinking about it, I can only think of one possibility..."

Belfast stopped massaging and gently pressed Yang Sikang's head from both sides.

Yang Sikang opened his eyes, and the two of them just looked at each other. Then Belfast showed some obvious worry, and his voice was slightly trembling.

"Belfast remembers everything you said. You told Jarvis that no one in the fleet would be missing, and you told Miss Dafeng that if you disappeared one day, she should not worry and should take care of the others first.

But since you have no intention of abandoning us, then under what circumstances would you have a reason to say such words to Miss Dafeng in advance? I thought about it for a long time, but I could only think of one possibility, Master..."

Yang Sikang understood that Belfast had completely thought of his idea, but he had no way to answer Belfast, so he smiled bitterly and closed his eyes.

That night, he talked a lot with Belfast, and the head maid, who was usually calm and composed and always able to handle things with ease and made people feel at ease, showed uneasiness and worry in front of him, and advised him with a trembling voice. The scene was like a slap in his face.