hsntnovel Chapter 360 God Stick (2)
Chapter 360 God Stick (2)
Chapter 360 God Stick (2)
"My life is over as soon as it begins." She said with a face that there is nothing worthy of my nostalgia in this world, and I don't want to live anymore, she said lifelessly.
Her face is obviously not similar to anyone else in his memory, but he can always make him look at it and think of that person.Yu Jingmo was in a trance for a moment, then he came back to his senses and asked softly: "You are going to die anyway, these things are kept in your heart, and death is not happy, don't you mind talking about it?"
Is her life as sad as the person in her memory?
Mu Zhili played the extreme role of the original owner well. She is the original owner now. She completely closed herself in her own world and refused to talk to him.
Yu Jingmo raised his eyes and said: "I haven't talked to anyone for a long time. I think you have kept all the unpleasant things in your heart. You tell me something that makes you uncomfortable and troubles you. I will tell you a secret. In exchange, treat it as a heart-to-heart conversation between friends."
"Why should I listen to you?" She shrank from the cold.
Yu Jingmo took off his coat and handed it to her, "After you die, there will be one more person in this world who will remember you, wouldn't it be good?"
Mu Zhili: "..."
Is there anything good?
She looked dazed, and silently took the coat and put it on her body. The remaining warmth wrapped her body like a warm stove, and her tense face relaxed. She stopped holding Joe and sat on the ground, as if she had listened to him. if.
He said in a muffled voice, "Okay, I'll say one, and you say one."
The temperature dropped a lot this night, and the chill instantly penetrated through a thin shirt. He leaned against the fence, stretched one leg casually, and crossed the other leg, nodding with a stiff face, "Yes."
Mu Zhili's slender body shrank into a ball, and the windbreaker on her body wrapped her whole body inside, blocking the cool night wind. She said in a muffled voice, "My dog died, and he stayed with me for 11 years."
Yu Jingmo frowned, what's the big deal about such a small matter, isn't it just a dog, it's enough to keep it after death, can it be regarded as more important than life? He can't say anything to comfort people, just nah Na said, "I've never had a dog."
She buried her head in her knees and hummed, "Tell me your secret."
His secret is that he can see the picture of her death, dare he say she believes it.Yu Jingmo thought for a while and said, "I hate going out, and I hate being in contact with anyone."
Mu Zhili was astonished, "Is this considered a secret?"
Mu Zhili secretly rolled his eyes, this is no secret.
"Well, your dog died. Is that why you can't live?"
"Do you think so?" She said again: "My best girlfriend, I thought I was her best friend too, but I found out that in her heart, I am just an ordinary friend, and the person she cares about is the whole friend list."
Is this not a very normal thing?
"What have you done for her? Why does she want to revolve around you? No one in this world can't live without someone, and no one will be the only one. I'm used to being passionate, and I believe all these false friendships and loves are true. .”
Mu Zhili pursed his lips and said unhappily, "It's time to talk about you."
Yu Jingmo frowned even deeper, "Sorry, I have no friends."
When Mu Zhili looked over, he hurriedly said: "I hate making friends, I like to be alone."
What was he talking about, Mu Zhili's head was full of black lines, and he groaned: "So, you want to be an otaku?"
He doesn't have much contact with the Internet, and he doesn't understand these popular Internet words, "What is an otaku?"
Mu Zhili was completely convinced, did not answer his question, brought the topic back, and said: "My boyfriend cheated, and I found someone who is not as good-looking as me, who is not as good-looking as me, who is not as rich as I am, and who is better at laughing than me." , a girl who is better at acting like a baby than me, cheated me of 3 yuan and kicked me out."
This is because she is stupid, Yu Jingmo thought so.
Before Yu Jingmo could speak, Mu Zhili looked at him with caring eyes and said, "Needless to say, I know, you don't have a girlfriend."
He nodded, without any discomfort, with a calm face, "Well, it's good to be single."
"What's the good thing? Watching movies alone? Eating hot pot alone? A single dog has never experienced the sweetness of love, so he will say that being single is good."
Why did he always feel that he heard disdain from her words? There was a dark light in his eyes, "Fortunately, don't worry about the other party cheating."
Mu Zhili: "!"
Are you sure he's here to comfort someone and not to stab someone?
Realizing that what he said was inappropriate, he added: "If the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come."
After finishing speaking, Yu Jingmo said again: "If you commit suicide because of these trivial matters, do you think it's worth it? Your friend and your ex-boyfriend may shed a few tears for you after you die, and then what? Forget, the most painful thing is your relatives, if you die like this, what will your relatives do?"
"I have no relatives." Mu Zhili's eyebrows and eyes darkened, thinking of the deepest pain in her heart, she said in a hoarse voice: "The closest person, my parents are dead."
Time stood still for a second, and silence was born between the two.
He was the first to break the calm, "I..."
Just as she said a word, she was interrupted by Mu Zhili, she laughed mockingly, "Why, you still want to say that your parents are not dead?"
【Host, you know the situation of this target person. 】
Why do you still say this.
"I'm not only Mu Zhili now, but also the original owner who is about to commit suicide. She doesn't know about Yu Jingmo's situation. Just watch quietly and don't break my performance."
【……Oh. 】
She grabbed her left hand with her right hand and forced herself to calm down, "Do you know the pain of dreaming of your parents dying in front of you every day, the sharp sound of brakes, the picture of blood all over your body, day and night? Repeatedly playing in my mind! Only if I die, I don’t have to live in nightmares every day!”
Yu Jingmo pulled the corners of his stiff lips, "I know."
"Hehe, you know, what do you guys know?" Mu Zhili was stimulated by his words, "Don't talk nonsense that empathizes with you!"
Yu Jingmo's eyes were empty and cold. He passed Mu Zhili and walked to the guardrail. The neon lights of the towering building flickered, and there was not even a single star in the night sky. I don't know if the flickering lights were too bright to cover its starlight. Or is it that the stars are all hiding behind the clouds tonight.
"What if I say I feel the same way?" His voice was light and weightless, as if it would be blown away by the wind.
She came back rationally and asked puzzledly, "What do you mean?"
His voice was inaudible, "You understand what it means."
Mu Zhili looked at him in surprise, he turned around and raised a faint smile, his tone was cold: "My relatives are also dead."
(End of this chapter)