hsntnovel Chapter 135 Withering and Blooming 0 (1979)
Chapter 135 Withering and Blooming 0 (1979)
Xiuxiu held Qinghua's hand tightly. She could not respond to Qinghua's request. A strong sense of guilt surged in Xiuxiu's heart. She felt that her accusations about her tragic past life had become extremely ridiculous in the face of Zhang Qinghua's life. !
Xiuxiu said: "Get a divorce, Sister Qinghua! Make up your mind to divorce!"
Zhang Qinghua's eyes didn't even have the slightest glimmer of hope: "We can't divorce! The fate of a divorced woman is the same as death! I didn't marry cleanly, and divorce is still dirty!"
She said sadly: "So what if we get divorced? Even if we get divorced, can the pain we have suffered in the past few years be treated as if it didn't happen? It's better to do it quietly and not cause any trouble to Jiancheng!"
Qinghua said, looking at Xiuxiu and said: "Thank you for helping me fight for two months of freedom. Once I come back, I don't want to leave Xiaoxi Village anymore. I want... I want..."
"Are you going to die here?" Xiuxiu held Qinghua's hand tightly and said anxiously: "If I hadn't come, if I had come a little later, would I never see you again?"
It turns out that Zhang Qinghua had long wanted to die, but Zhang Jiancheng retired from the army and brought back a child, which made her worried!
Xiuxiu thought about the outcome of Zhang Qinghua's death from domestic violence in her previous life. At that time, Zhang Jiancheng was seriously injured and Qinghua was the only one who took care of Dandan at home. According to Wang Shuan's peeing, because Zhang Jiancheng became a useless person, he no longer had any scruples and tortured Zhang Qinghua to death.
"Xiuxiu! Sister, I'm sorry for you... Wang Shuan often hangs out with those people yesterday. They went back and told us about setting up a stall, so he came to me overnight to ask for money..."
Zhang Qinghua lowered her head: "Xiuxiu, you are still young, I shouldn't let you see such a joke
, it’s all my sister’s fault! "
She no longer had the courage to look at Xiuxiu's clear and angry eyes: "Xiuxiu! Go back and leave me alone for a while. I just want to be alone for a while!"
Xiuxiu was anxious: "Sister Qinghua! Look at me, look at me!" She grabbed Qinghua's shoulders, her eyes almost popped out, and she shouted:
"You can't die. You are very important to Zhang Jiancheng, very important to Dandan, and also very important to me. If you die, how will we survive?"
The importance Xiu Xiu said frightened Zhang Qinghua, and she raised her eyes in disbelief.
Xiuxiu's brows were knitted together, her eyes were full of water, but her eyes were extremely firm: "I will take you out. If you die, Zhang Jiancheng will not let me go after knowing the truth. He will hate me." , I hate that I didn’t give him a chance to make up for you!”
"If you die, who will take care of Dandan? I won't get married anyway, let alone Zhang Jiancheng. I don't want to be someone else's wife. I want to make a lot of money, and I want to take good care of myself!"
Zhang Qinghua hesitated. She did not expect that Xiuxiu would react like this. The kind, strong, generous and generous Xiuxiu in her heart would have such selfish and independent thoughts!
When Xiuxiu saw Qinghua's eyes changed, she felt that it was useful to say this, so she continued to strengthen her tone and said:
"Eggy is Zhang Jiancheng's child. I'm just a temporary help. When he comes back from the army this time, Dandan will be bigger. By then I won't be taking care of them. You can't ask me to take care of your brother for you." And your nephew, your own relatives, you have to take care of yourself!"
Xiu Xiu said this on purpose, but she also meant it sincerely. She was willing to help others.
She is a human being, but she doesn't want to let others drag her life down anymore. When she said this, her eyes were firm and sincere.
"Xiu Xiu, don't do this!" Zhang Qinghua was frightened by Xiu Xiu's sincere eyes. Xiu Xiu was so selfless and kind to Dandan, but she didn't expect that she had such cruel plans in her heart.
Xiuxiu said resolutely: "That's what I want! Why should I tie the rest of my life to Zhang Jiancheng and his son! Don't you just tell me this because you want to entrust the people you miss to me? I don't want to take care of you for you. Relatives!"
"That's the kind of person I am, Sister Qinghua. I promise you, I will return Zhang Jiancheng's balls as soon as he comes back. I want to expand my clothing business and make a lot of money. I can't even take care of myself enough." , I won’t care about them!”
Zhang Qinghua's eyes were a little desperate. She almost no longer recognized this Xiu Xiu. All the hopes in her heart were gone, and the inner construction she had made suddenly collapsed. If Xiu Xiu couldn't take care of her child, how could she let it go?
Zhang Qinghua is in pain. She is really tired from living. She can survive until now only because of her family ties to Zhang Jiancheng. She thought that with Xiuxiu, she would be able to go there with peace of mind!
Xiu Xiu saw Qing Hua's pain. She lowered her voice and crushed Qing Hua's pain and said, "If you die, no one will take care of Zhang Jiancheng's children. What will happen to him and the children in the future! Can you relax?" ?"
When Qinghua heard Xiuxiu's last words, she suddenly felt extremely distressed. Xiuxiu wanted her to live! But Qinghua was still shocked by Xiuxiu's determined look just now. Why should she drag such a good Feng Xiuxiu into the cage of marriage?
"Xiuxiu!"
Qinghua sighed, lowered her head, tears falling down: "I was wrong, I was selfish, you are free and independent, you shouldn't carry the burden for me..."
Qinghua couldn't bear it anymore, but her hope was in vain. She felt so wronged!
"Sister Qinghua! Sister Huahua!" Xiuxiu hugged Zhang Qinghua again. She didn't like to call her Qinghua, because Qinghua is fragile!
"Sister Huahua, listen to me! I won't let you go to Houpo Village again! Come home with me, and I will help you make money! For the rest of our lives, we can take good care of ourselves! "
"Sister Huahua, you want a divorce, you must get a divorce. As long as you make up your mind, I will definitely help you get the divorce. You believe me, I am such a person. I will help you divorce and avenge you. If it is your If you can’t divorce until the end of your marriage, I will die with you!”
Xiuxiu said the last sentence with firm meaning. Zhang Qinghua pushed her away in surprise and looked at her in shock. At this time, she heard the crackling sound in the yard, and Xiuxiu shouted alertly: "Who!"
She was afraid that Wang Shuan would come back again, so she quickly dressed Qinghua and looked around the room. Only the stools by the table could be used.
She stood by the door and opened it slowly. The yard was quiet.
Xiuxiu walked out alertly and carefully, and saw a broken jar by the wall. Xiaohu stood at the door of the courtyard, wagging his tail and looking out.
Xiuxiu walked over and looked around the alley. No one was there, but Xiaohu was still looking ahead and wagging his tail.
Qinghua had already gotten off the ground and stood at the door and asked: "Xiuxiu, who is outside!"
"No one!" Xiuxiu looked at Xiaohu's tail wagging happily, frowned, turned around and said, "Maybe
There are wild cats! "
She saw Zhang Qinghua standing at the door in the morning light, weak and pale, like a fairy about to emerge. Xiuxiu felt terrible pain in her heart: "Sister Huahua! It's too dangerous for you to live alone, you have to go home with me!" "
Xiuxiu didn't know that Huahua was Zhang Qinghua's mother's nickname for her when she was a child. She hadn't been called that by anyone for a long, long time.
In an instant, the orange morning light finally reflected into Zhang Qinghua's ashen eyes, and she responded slowly and softly: "Okay!"
Qinghua's family definitely couldn't let Qinghua live alone anymore. Xiuxiu supported Sister Qinghua and returned to Feng's house. As soon as she entered the house, she saw Zhao Xiaosheng and Feng Dachuan talking solemnly in the yard!