hsntnovel Chapter 218: Love sealed with a kiss 1-----1982
Chapter 218: Love sealed with a kiss 1-----1982
Xiuxiu didn't say anything. Those past events were legendary and thrilling and had long been buried deep in her heart. She had always forced herself to look forward.
"I didn't think I did anything wrong at that time, but now I think about it, I'm such a bastard!" Feng Yingying pinched her fingers and turned to Xiuxiu and said, "Sister! I apologize to you! Don't hold grudges against me!"
Xiuxiu looked at her in surprise. Ever since Feng's mother left home, this sister had never mentioned her mother again. Moreover, she had changed a lot. Even her temperament had changed a lot. She seemed to be more reasonable than in her previous life.
Since Feng Yingying provided a lot of help to the family, and she was only twelve or thirteen years old at the time, she was still a child who needed to be taken care of. Xiu Xiu couldn't bear to bear too much grudge against her, and still took good care of her, but after all, she sometimes felt a little bit towards this younger sister. An indescribable gap.
Although Feng Yingying has changed a lot, her dislike of studying has never changed. Xiuxiu wiped the stove again and said: "You have been quite good these years, and I have nothing to hold grudges. I am just angry that you didn't let me study in high school." Go! If you have no education or ability, you won’t be able to hold me back in the future!”
"I can't continue reading!" Feng Yingying took her sister's arm and said to please her: "Sister! I was chatting with Brother Lu just now and heard him say that the environment in Shenzhen City is very good. Many people who worked in the past have made a lot of money. You Tell me if I want to go to the south to work too!"
Xiuxiu was stunned. In her previous life, Feng Yingying went south to work when she was 19 years old. Within two years, she was deceived by a man out of money and money. After returning, she lived with Feng's mother and became a parasite.
She actually still had this thought in this life. She threw the rag on the stove like a conditioned reflex and said sternly.
Said: "No!"
Yingying hugged her arm and begged: "Sister! Just let me go. I will definitely be able to earn a big color TV set for our family, and I will definitely not drag our family back!"
Xiuxiu took out her arm and wanted to reprimand. When she turned around, she saw that Yingying had grown a little taller than her. She was a girl who had become an adult. If she had made up her mind, reprimanding would only be counterproductive.
Xiuxiu softened her tone slightly and said: "You are only seventeen, wait a little longer and wait until you are full!"
Feng Yingying still wanted to fight for it, but she saw that her sister had already left the kitchen and walked straight out of the hospital.
It was a bit late at night, and most houses in the village had electric lights on. Lights occasionally spilled out from far and near, which made the alley seem less dark and scary.
The wind in the summer night was warm. Xiuxiu walked slowly in the alley, feeling a little confused.
It had been a long time since she had thought about the details of her previous life. When Yingying mentioned it today, the sense of oppression of being bound by her family's morals in her previous life came back.
But she knew that things were different now. In this life, these relatives and friends had become much gentler and not so bad!
Did she change the current situation? Xiuxiu is not sure. Although she has changed a lot, she knows that she cannot decide everyone's life path, just like she can no longer decide her own life path.
Because after going through a previous life, she had a very clear understanding of her life path. Now that she has passed through the break-away period and the entrepreneurial period, she knows that she has reached an important intersection in life.
Working at the town government means another step forward in her life, but this is not the result of her own hard work.
This is her personal persistence and the change of fortune.
Including the relatives and friends she had reconnected with during her college years, she clearly realized that she could no longer live without these people.
Even if you leave these people behind and choose to go to college, work in the city, or start a business in the south, you will still make new friends and start new interpersonal interactions.
The collective nature of people determines that no one can start a business alone, and no one can be willful. Life is about being angry and restrained at the same time. In this life, she has formed good relationships, so why is she always immersed in the bad consequences of her previous life and unable to open her heart? Woolen cloth?
Xiuxiu thought about it and felt that she couldn't accept walking out of Xiaoxi Village, going on the road alone, and rushing into the sea of people to start a business again. She was a little tired.
She was already 22 years old in her second life, and she suddenly wanted to take a break, even if it was just a short break.
She realized that she had such thoughts because of the existence of Zhang Jiancheng, because Zhang Jiancheng was the beginning of all good deeds in this life!
Zhang Jiancheng seemed to be alienated from her in the past year. This alienation made her feel huge disappointment and regret. The emotion for him that she had hidden in her heart in the past had overflowed to the point that she could not bear it.
She felt that she had to have a good talk with Zhang Jiancheng now and could not delay it any longer.
She wanted to find a state that she could accept to release her feelings for him. She didn't know if she loved him more than she loved herself, but there was a strong impulse in her heart to love him briefly, leaving her empty. The youth is filled up.
When she thought about it, she knew that she was not a good woman in her life.
Although Yu Haiyang’s words are unpleasant, from certain perspectives, his unpleasant words are
That's right. She knew Zhang Jiancheng's intentions towards her, but she had been hanging on like this for too long.
Recently, Dandan seems to have stopped making noises about wanting to be with her parents. Even her children no longer have hope for her. Xiuxiu feels that she is a bit selfish and a bastard!
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt. She felt that she had to have a frank talk with Zhang Jiancheng tonight, so she walked outside Zhang Jiancheng's new home.
The door was open, and there was light inside, which came from the kitchen. Xiuxiu raised her feet and was about to go in, but she heard a voice coming from inside, and it was Zhang Jiancheng's voice:
"Don't play tricks in front of me. I showed the third master that it was the handwriting of Teacher Zhang from our village primary school. When I went to see her, she told me the truth without hesitation!"
Xiuxiu had never heard such a cold tone from Zhang Jiancheng. She knew that Lu Qinglin would stay here when he came back with him tonight, but it was obvious that Zhang Jiancheng's tone was not meant for Lu Qinglin.
"Teacher Xiao Zhang is afraid that you will go astray. She is a nice person, but you really are not worthy of her!" Zhang Jiancheng's tone was cold and mean, something Xiu Xiu had never seen before.
Xiuxiu was very curious. She hid sideways by the gate pillar and saw three shadows stretched by the light in the yard.
The courtyard was silent for a long time before another voice came out. It was Yu Haiyang. He was a little unconvinced, but his tone was a little timid: "Is it possible that you are really capable and can submit a report letter directly to the town government office?" Transfer it to you?"
Xiuxiu turned sideways and saw Yu Haiyang holding two pieces of paper in his shadow.
Zhang Jiancheng's voice became even colder: "If you didn't sign, this matter would be a big or small matter. If you had signed your name at that time,
She will never be transferred to the town government! "
Xiuxiu saw Zhang Jiancheng's shadow suddenly getting closer to Haiyang. She stretched out her long arm and grabbed Yu Haiyang's collar, speaking in a low and cold tone:
"Yu Haiyang! I have been friends with you for so many years, and I won't fight for anything with you. You dare to report Feng Xiuxiu to the town government because of your conscience!"
This sentence was like a thunderbolt from the blue, making Xiuxiu's eyes widen. She covered her mouth with her hands to prevent herself from shouting out in surprise.