Chapter 234 This life is the first time 1--going to love
Chapter 234 This life is the first time 1--going to love
Xiuxiu said: "Don't be so nice to me, I can't afford it anymore!"
Zhang Jiancheng's eyes suddenly became a little frightened, but he didn't say anything. Under the increasingly dense rain curtain, he squatted down, picked up Xiuxiu upright, turned around and ran towards the bungalow office.
"Hey!" Xiuxiu exclaimed when she saw him walking through the courtyard, putting her down in front of the door of a bungalow, unlocking it and pulling her in.
Zhang Jiancheng turned on the light and took a towel from the washbasin shelf. After smelling it, he changed two or three towels before picking up one that had no smell. He walked up to her and handed it to her: "Wipe it! Don't catch a cold!"
Xiuxiu stared at him, thinking of the way he bowed her head for a kiss without saying anything last time they met, and suddenly felt aggrieved and angry.
"I won't run away. If you have anything to say..." Zhang Jiancheng put the towel into her hand and said with difficulty, "If you have anything to say, just say it!"
Thousands of words were flooding in her mind. Xiuxiu didn't know where to start. She recalled the nightmare memory of the day after he left. Tears suddenly welled up in her eyes. Her voice was very low: "Uncle Dayou is gone. !”
Zhang Jiancheng was stunned for a moment, his eyes were sad, and he responded solemnly: "I know... I will go see him tomorrow..."
Tears fell, Xiuxiu choked, her voice full of grievance: "Yingying went to Shenzhen City, she may not come back for a long time!"
"I know..." Zhang Jiancheng sank for a while, then took the towel back from her hand and raised his hand to wipe the tips of her dripping hair: "You can rest assured about her life. I asked my comrades over there to help take care of her. With..."
Xiuxiu didn't push him away anymore, she raised her eyes like a child and asked: "Why? Did you write a letter? When did it happen? You
I have been out for more than a month, how can I have time? "
Zhang Jiancheng paused for a moment, put down his hands, lowered his head, and said in a deep voice: "On the second day after handing over the building, I went to Shenzhen City..."
Xiuxiu raised her eyebrows in shock, feeling angry again, and her breathing quickened with anger, but Zhang Jiancheng lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong.
Xiuxiu thought that this person would finally communicate with her and report his whereabouts, so she suppressed her anger and asked, "Why are you going so far away? Are you going to build a building over there?"
"Building a building requires studying everywhere... I have a few comrades there..." Zhang Jiancheng lowered his head and pinched the towel in his hand, speaking as if squeezing out toothpaste.
Isn't it just a long trip? Can't you inform her of such a big thing in advance? Xiuxiu suddenly wasn't sure again what he was thinking about her!
Thinking of this, Xiu Xiu inevitably felt resentful because of her love, and her voice sounded sad: "It seems that you never planned to tell me your story..."
Her delicate features were filled with sadness, and she complained in a low voice:
"You can appear or disappear at any time, and you can do whatever you want without any scruples. If you want to be good to me, then be good to me. If you want to leave me, then leave me. There is no need to explain, let alone explain. Anyway, you know that I will not ignore Dandan, nor I won’t leave here…”
Zhang Jiancheng held the towel and looked up at her. Raindrops were falling down her forehead, making her look extremely weak against her sadness. His eyes darkened, as if he was having some difficult struggle in his heart.
Xiuxiu complained in a low voice: "You have been like this this year. You don't discuss anything with me that should be discussed. Since you don't even care about me, then we are still tied up by that marriage certificate."
What are you doing? "
"Xiuxiu..." Zhang Jiancheng called her, not wanting her to say the following: "I'll explain to you..."
"Why do you explain if you want to, and don't explain if you don't want to!" Xiu Xiucai didn't want to hear his late explanation: "I wanted to have a good talk with you over and over again, but you became more and more exaggerated. I was very angry and became more and more angry. The angrier I get..."
She looked into Zhang Jiancheng's deep eyes. He was also soaked by the rain, and his face was covered with rainwater. However, he didn't even wipe it himself. Instead, he wiped it for her first and found the cleanest towel for her to use.
She softened her heart and raised her hand to grab his collar: "But every time I see you, I soften my heart. I can't say a harsh word. I do whatever you arrange and I can't bear to say a rebuttal!" Why do you think I feel so soft when I see you?"
Xiuxiu was filled with resentment. She had to be the first to say she loved her, but it was too difficult to speak up. She felt angry, annoyed, ashamed and wronged, but she still had to muster up the courage to say it!
While she was trying to build up her mind, Zhang Jiancheng spoke:
"I went to Shenzhen City because I was eager to get a bigger project in Zhixi City. I had to find a large team with enough experience to cooperate. I inspected there for two weeks, so Uncle Dayou passed away and I couldn't get the news in time! Come back! After that, I had to go to the construction site first. I originally planned to come back after seeing the finished site, but there was an earthquake..."
Xiuxiu frowned slightly: "Then why have you disappeared so casually this year? Is it really to make money? Or is it to avoid me? Why are you avoiding me?"
Zhang Jiancheng lowered his head, looked at her small white hands on his collar, and frowned.
Mei was silent again.
"You're not talking anymore, are you?" Xiuxiu's hands clenched tighter: "Then I say..."
"Because I'm afraid!" Zhang Jiancheng suddenly raised his eyes and said in a soft voice: "I'm afraid you'll tell me about tearing up the certificate... I don't want to tear up the certificate with you until the day I die! I'm avoiding you, I'll stop talking to you If you talk, you won’t have a chance to mention it, that’s what I think!”
Xiuxiu suddenly let go of her hand, took a step back, and looked at him seriously.
The muscles in Zhang Jiancheng's cheeks stiffened, as if he was speaking through clenched teeth, and his eyes became a little sad:
"I tied you up with a marriage certificate for two years. I know I'm despicable, but I don't want to tear up that certificate with you until my death! I'm afraid that you will leave me if you have nothing to do with me. You have already When you grow up, if you tear up the certificate, you will never look at me again!"
Xiuxiu opened her mouth. Is he a fool? It was clear that she had coerced him to get the marriage certificate, but he took the blame on himself. He clearly liked her, but after saying so many words, he never mentioned it.
Zhang Jiancheng's expression became even more gloomy: "When I heard Lu Qinglin talking to you that day, I felt as uncomfortable as being shot through by a bullet on the battlefield. You asked me why I didn't stop it, Xiuxiu, that was someone else's confession to you. How could I To stop him? I'm afraid I'll just push him to the ground and beat him!"
As he spoke, he dodged his eyes, held a towel and lowered his eyes and said to himself: "Xiuxiu, these days I have to accept my fate even if I don't want to. If you go with him, life will be easier, at least you won't suffer materially. If you stay, you will have to live like this and wait for me for a few more years..."
Zhang Jiancheng said this and did not dare to look up.
She, whenever he could raise his eyes to look at her, he would know that Xiuxiu now raised the corners of her lips slightly and her eyes became gentle.
He said to himself: "I know what you expect from me, but from zero to infinity is a long process. Even if I work hard, it will take time to accumulate. Besides, I have been investing continuously, and I have a lot of money left on hand." The surplus is not sufficient, and it cannot improve the quality of life at the moment!”
"I've been away from home for a long time this year, and I'm not running away from you. I just want to work harder and make my initial accumulation faster. I want to meet your expectations as soon as possible, but this is really too difficult. I'll do my best to figure it out. They all feel that it will take five or six years at the fastest to meet basic expectations. You definitely can’t wait. You will be almost thirty by then..."
Speaking of this, Zhang Jiancheng lowered his head and his breath was trembling: "Xiuxiu, you don't need to say anything else to me. I agree to tear up the certificate and I will do it tomorrow. Dandan goes to school, and my sister can help me watch it." Come on, you can go to Shenzhen City, I won’t stop you..."
Water droplets rolled down his hair and onto his face. Xiuxiu sighed, reached out to take the towel, moved closer to wipe his face and hair, and asked in a gentle voice:
"Why do you think I have expectations for you? It's like you know what I expect from you. When did I ever say that I have expectations for you?"
"It's just..." Zhang Jiancheng looked at Xiuxiu's face and his eyes suddenly turned red. He swallowed and explained in a low voice: "It's just... the expectations that women have for men..."
Xiuxiu looked at his beautiful raised Adam's apple and thought he was probably saying that women expect their men to be wealthy and capable!
etc.
You are already good enough, but you still feel lack of confidence?
Xiuxiu has confidence in herself again!
In this life, Zhang Jiancheng may not be able to achieve the same achievements as in his previous life. Xiu Xiu has thought about this problem for a long time. The situation of a broken arm and a broken man in his previous life has not taken shape. He may not be able to show the courage of a strong man who broke his wrist in his previous life.
In this life, Xiuxiu hopes from the bottom of her heart to live a positive life together in good health and support each other.
She grabbed Zhang Jiancheng's collar, raised her head and stood on tiptoes close to his ear and asked: "Do you know what I expect from you?"
The warm breath made Zhang Jiancheng still. He didn't know what she meant and didn't dare to move. His heart felt soft and painful.
Xiu Xiu turned her face to him and kissed him gently. Her wish finally came true.
However, although she was very eager, this was the first time in her past life that she took the initiative to kiss the person she loved so deeply, so she was very clumsy and young, so she could only peck him as tenderly as possible.
Zhang Jiancheng was frozen all over, staring in disbelief. It wasn't until Xiuxiu showed some reaction that he couldn't help but touch her shoulders to stop her, and said in a heavy voice: "Xiuxiu, don't be so vindictive." I!"
Xiuxiu grabbed his collar, her heart was beating fast, her eyebrows were flaring, and she asked gently: "Zhang Jiancheng! Do you like me very much?"
Zhang Jiancheng is frozen again!
Xiuxiu looked at his lips and frowned: "You're not talking again?"
Zhang Jiancheng pushed her away and took a deep breath: "Whether I like you or not... is my own business!"
He squeezed Xiuxiu's hand that was clenched on the collar of her chest: "I like you. It's easy to say this, but it cannot be the reason why you are willing to stay by my side."
Because, I still understand you, you have too many concerns, other people's liking will become a burden to you, and you will escape faster! "
He gently put down her hand, feeling affectionate and lonely, and said in a heavy tone: "Only if you like me, will the matter of whether I like you become important in your heart! So now you ask me if I like you... "
Speaking of this, he suddenly wanted to understand something, and squeezed her hand again: "You just asked...do I like you?"
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