hsntnovel Chapter 279 The Blueprint of the Floating World (End) You are my past and present life
Chapter 279 The Blueprint of the Floating World (End) You are my past and present life
Xiuxiu grabbed his hand, but she didn't dare to stop. She said these words in one breath: "Calm down and think about it carefully. Life is so long. You don't have to worry about economic division. I will return the house to you." I have saved a lot of money, so I won’t miss you..."
Zhang Jiancheng couldn't listen anymore. He bowed and carried Xiuxiu on his shoulders amidst the roar of firecrackers, and strode into the building door.
Zhao Xiaosheng looked at him from a distance and shouted, "What are these two doing?"
"Mom!" Zhang Changan raised his foot and was about to chase after him, but Feng Dachuan grabbed him by the collar and carried him back.
Dachuan rubbed his nephew's head and said with a smile: "Okay, your parents are just playing around. It's none of your business. I'll sleep with grandpa tonight, and Ping Ping too. Just follow me. Why am I an old bachelor!"
Feng Laogen was helping Pingping pick small firecrackers. When he heard Feng Dachuan's words, he immediately took out the dry pipe from his waist and knocked Feng Dachuan on the head and scolded: "You also know that you are worried about finding a wife!"
Pingping looked at Feng Dachuan covering his head, smiled and pulled his clothes and asked: "Uncle, what do you mean by an old bachelor?"
"You kid, don't teach my son a bad lesson!" Zhao Xiaosheng pretended to kick Feng Dachuan and put the firecrackers in Pingping's hands: "Set off the firecrackers! Don't pry!"
Zhang Qinghua held Chenchen's little hand and looked at Xiuxiu who was carried into the building door by Zhang Jiancheng, frowning deeply...
Xiu Xiu leaned over Zhang Jiancheng's shoulder and beat him on the back. She didn't dare to shout loudly and protested in a low voice: "Zhang Jiancheng, please put me down!"
Zhang Jiancheng entered his home on the second floor in two or three steps. When Xiuxiu was put down by him, she heard the sound of him slamming the door shut. She finally couldn't hold it in any longer: "Are you crazy? The children are watching!"
Zhang Jiancheng dragged her to the wall with too much force. At the last moment, he did not forget to put his hand behind Xiuxiu's head to prevent her from hitting her: "You were the one who went crazy first, so what if I went crazy!" He gritted his teeth. , is really angry.
Xiuxiu felt aggrieved by the way he protected her head, and tears welled up in her eyes: "This matter puts too much pressure on my heart. What I said is true. This is a big deal. Please listen to me carefully. …”
"I don't want to hear anything now!" Zhang Jiancheng complained with bare eyes: "No wonder you have come to see me every week for the past six months. I thought you really missed me, really took me seriously, and really loved me." I am..."
Xiuxiu choked up: "Of course I really love you when I find you. I work so hard just to have a child, but we have to face this reality now. If you are with me, it is very likely that you will not have your own child in your lifetime." Biological child, I didn’t expect this outcome…”
"Who said we have to have children?" Zhang Jiancheng grabbed her shoulders and scolded: "I never said I wanted children! Besides, isn't Zhang Changan our child? Is your idea worthy of a son?"
Tears fell, Xiuxiu couldn't help sobbing and said: "I brought up Chang'an by myself. I have always raised him as my biological son. I'm talking about you..."
"What if you didn't have children in your last life? If you lived two lifetimes without having a biological child of your own, would you feel unwilling to do so? Even if you didn't, I would still feel sorry for you!"
Zhang Jiancheng relaxed her shoulders and suddenly fell silent!
Xiuxiu wiped the tears on her face and added: "Besides, life is so long. If there are no children, how can life continue? How can marriage be maintained?"
Zhang Jiancheng found it a little difficult to speak: "Do people live just to have children? I, Zhang Jiancheng, do not need to rely on children to maintain my marriage, nor do I need to rely on children to continue my life! Feng Xiuxiu, you have lived for too long and have become pedantic. ?"
He took Xiuxiu's hand and said solemnly: "Tell me the truth, have you been diagnosed with any disease? Is it serious? I will take you to the city to see a doctor after the new year, even if I don't work anymore." Treat you!"
"I'm not sick!" Xiuxiu interrupted him and said, "I'm not really sick. At best, I'm infertile. My body won't be affected, but there's no cure! Really!"
Zhang Jiancheng looked at her carefully and felt relieved, but suddenly he became even more angry. He said angrily: "Then I will cure your heartache!" He picked her up and threw her on the bed.
Xiuxiu couldn't resist his strength, and she was afraid that her shouting would be heard outside, so her coat had already been pulled off by him. He covered her body and roughly took off her sweater.
With only a thin layer of autumn clothes left on her body, Xiu Xiu pressed her hand against his chest anxiously and shouted: "Zhang Jiancheng... Is this the only thing you can do in our marriage?"
Zhang Jiancheng suddenly stopped moving. He looked at his lover below him, his eyes heated up, and a tear fell on Xiuxiu's forehead.
Xiuxiu knew that she had said unpleasant words and made him sad.
Zhang Jiancheng sat aside, his voice trembling: "Then your marriage with me can only be sustained by having children? If you can't have children, will you leave me?"
Xiuxiu sat up and said against his shoulder: "I didn't say I wanted to leave you! I just felt sad when I faced you... You must know this. I will be twenty-nine and thirty after the new year." If I can’t get pregnant again, it will be a lifetime…”
"So what for a lifetime?" Zhang Jiancheng turned to look at her: "I live this life with Feng Xiuxiu every year, every month, every day, every moment..."
He raised his hand and stroked his wife's face, suppressing his sadness and said, "Xiuxiu, when we got married, I told you to trust me and let me use my time to answer you. Look what you did? It's only been seven years." That’s it, how many times have you mentioned divorce to me?”
He spoke passionately, with tears streaming down his face: "You are using your time to tell me that you were willing to marry me because I was good to you and you felt sorry for me, not because you loved me! You are always wavering, you Never loved me at all..."
Xiuxiu leaned forward and kissed his mouth. His lips were trembling and there were tears on his lips.
This man cried twice in front of her, the first time in front of his parents' graves, the second time when they had their first love, and this was the third time.
As she got older, Xiuxiu couldn't bear to see a man like him cry again. She kissed him for a long time and said softly against him: "I love you...you don't know how much I love you..."
At this moment, a ball of fire suddenly exploded outside the window, and Chang'an, Pingping and Chenchen's laughter was extremely clear.
The joy of the New Year has covered up the suffering and hardships of the past. In the last year of the 1980s, we still have to move forward in the unknown.
After Zhang Jiancheng heard what he wanted in his heart, a smile finally appeared on his lips. He pinched his wife's face and said, "Did you hear the laughter outside? We have so many children! Both you and my sister are watching Don’t come here!”
He took his wife's hand and intertwined their fingers: "God is fair. My sister's life was worse than death. God gave her two children in a desperate situation. If it is like you said, people have past and present lives, Being able to be together with you now is already God’s greatest gift!”
Xiuxiu felt relieved after hearing his words. The long-term pressure was suddenly released, and her eyes became less tense.
Zhang Jiancheng kissed the back of her hand: "I have nothing else to ask for. I just hope that you and I will be together forever. As long as you are here, I will have a home to go back to. With you here, I will have a goal to fight for outside..." "
Of course Xiuxiu was moved, but she still felt confused: "But why?" She tilted her head and blinked and asked, "Why do you love me so much! I have never seen a husband who can love his wife so much..."
"Because I am different from those people you have met! Because..." Zhang Jiancheng moved forward and tenderly responded to the kiss she just had, and whispered in her ear: "Because... you are My past and present lives..."
The next chapter will be the last one, it won’t be too long and will be finished during the New Year...